Dear God,

Tonight I want to crawl into your arms and have you answer all the questions of my heart. A true sign that my heart is alive...I have longing. So much longing and desire. Intimacy is created just being near to you, rather, you being near to me. I feel the transition...I feel the answers drawing nigh. They are not veiled as I expected them to be. I'm just beginning to realize that is because you are not veiled. You are my longing. You are my desire. You are the stirrer of my heart. You are the butterflies that I have swarming inside of me.

You are more exciting than I ever thought. You are real. You are not just words on a page. You are not just a sermon at church, or a pretty song that ignites my emotions. You have become my dear friend. I take to heart what you think about the way I ought to live my life. I desire to be loved by you. Solely you. All other love disappoints as I compare it to you.

My loneliness is being transformed into an exciting adventure of friendship with you. I'm marveled at your care, your understanding, your thoughtfulness, your joy over me. Your sing over me the song of my heart. You are the reason I want to wake up. I can do things I never thought I could because you have given me the confidence. I feel your support, your my biggest cheerleader.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I don't want to live my life apart from you. My life is rich. You're sweeping me off my feet.